24.6.14



























El miedo que tiene ahora le salvará del miedo del futuro.


























8.6.14






  1. Well, now, 
  2. if little by little you stop loving me
  3. I shall stop loving you little by little.
  4. If suddenly
  5. you forget me
  6. do not look for me,
  7. for I shall already have forgotten you.


  1. Ahora bien,
  2. si poco a poco dejas de quererme
  3. dejaré de quererte poco a poco.
  4. Si de pronto
  5. me olvidas
  6. no me busques,
  7. que ya te habré olvidado.








2.6.14

four_nights_weekend_








solid
elegant
serious

tall
beautiful
heartless

alive
deep
wet

it was the same day
twice
to be invisible
idk







30.5.14


















the 2/3 man









23.5.14













que sí, que sí, que bien





29.4.14












#1 THE RAGE
























He told me
he was afraid of 
commitment
with thirteen
tattoos
on his body.








#2 THE SADNESS








A monster inside led me down a scary road, 
one that left me doubting everything. 
I'd just look at words,
 but they didn't mean anything to me.

Of course,
when the sadness did become too much,
I let myself indulge.
He violated every past memory
we shared together and
invaded every present moment
I had alone. 







#3 THE REACTION










It's a process. 
I have amazing family and friends to turn to.
People who understand that
I will be a black cloud on a very,
very sunny island and love me anyway.

This breakup has been the hardest thing I've ever endured,
but even through the sharp edges of my pain,
I am getting to know myself better than ever before. 

I'm not going to settle for anything less
 than what I fully deserve and want.
I want a successful career.
I want to be Beyoncé-style crazy in love.
I want it all.











#4 THE LIGHT























#5 THE CLOUD





















#6 THE SILENCE


Después se da cuenta de que todos los dedos dejan huella
y entonces llora,
y se pone a buscar a alguien que de verdad se lo merezca,
y después de mirarse desnuda
y después de recordar
todos los nombres de hombre que conoce
se pregunta; 
¿Hay vida en Marte?











thanks to: Michelle and Diana
END OF VOLUME I